| the hardest thing is to hold out for what you need and deserve |
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| . . . . "You have to kiss a lot of frogs to find a prince." . . . Too bad the frogs seem like princes until you care, then they turn into frogs. . . . . |
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| Well iIve heard those city singers
Singin about how they can love
Deeper than the oceans
Higher than the stars above
Well I come from the country
And I know I aint seen it all
But i heard that ocean salty
And the stars they sometimes fall
And that would not do justice
To the way I feel for you
So I had to sing a song
about all the things I knew
My love is deeper than the holler
Stronger than the river
Higher than the pine trees
Growin tall upon the hill
My love is purer than the snowflakes
That fall in late december
And honest as a robin
On a spring time window sill
And longer than the song of a whipperwill
From the backroads to the broadway shows
With a million miles between us
Theres atleast a million lovesongs
That people love to sing
And Everyones the same
And this is just another way of sayin the same thing
My love is deeper than the holler
Stronger than the river
Higher than the pine trees
Growin tall upon the hill
My love is purer than the snowflakes
That fall in late december
And honest as a robin
On a spring time window sill
And longer than the song of a whipperwill
My love is deeper than the holler
Stronger than the river
Higher than the pine trees
Growin tall upon the hill
My love is purer than the snowflakes
That fall in late december
And honest as a robin
On a spring time window sill
And longer than the song of a whipperwill
A Whipperwill
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| I don't know who I am. I used to want to become a lot of things and I used to know how to get there. I used to have motivation to go to classes, to go to work, to take care of business. I think my motivation was to make my parents proud and to someday be an asset to someone... and someday it would all be worth it because I would meet someone who I loved. That love would be worth all of this earthly stuff. My motivation is gone.. I loved someone and it hurt. It hurt for the last 7 months. I tried, I studied, I did and he didn't support me ever. I kept relying on him to show up for me and he kept letting me down. Ever since then I have dropped the ball in every way. I struggled through my last semester. I haven't offiicially graduated. I didn't get the jobs I wanted and a lot of the people I interviewed with are now laid off. Some of this I can control and some I can't. I doubt that my parents are proud of me anymore. I just want to get back that motivation, the belief that what I do matters. It all leaves me feeling lost.. drowning.. |
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